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Wednesday, November 14, 20078:38 PM
I say yes but my heart says no.
Scratch ProjectPorchlight for right now. I need to VENT. It's not that everything has gone completely and utterly downhill, it's mostly homework and, dare I say it, boys. 1. Too much homework! Over 6 hours a night! It's so completely ridiculous, I don't have time! 2. First boy and I are best friends, he tells me everything although I may not tell him everything... Second boy is completely jerk-ish and I never tell him anything about myself, but he's cute and I like him for all of his flaws, I guess he likes mine too? Third boy! Older, and I'm close with his brother. So awkward if we hooked up. And on top of all that, I know who boy one and boy two like. Neither of them are me, although they are fabulous girls. In theory. Now, you are probably all wondering, why oh why am I typing this all out on the Internet instead of gushing it all to my bests? Best 1: Boy one likes her, she likes boy one. They'll probably date. Can't tell her! Best 2: She used to like boy one, now likes to hang with boy two. She's out. Best 3: Totally would tell her everything, but I haven't had a chance to talk to her much. Best4: A little busy with her own boyfriend at the moment, understandable. Best 5: Haven't had a chance to talk to her much either. Get over the fact that I have 5 best friends, excluding the boys. AND, to make matters worse, I don't think boy one actually appreciates the fact that we're friends. Neither does boy two. Oh god, I pick the great ones don't I? In short, loves sucks. For now. On a brighter outlook, my mom and I went grocery shopping today; and I have three stories on the go, with no writers block! Just no time to write. Anyways, it's late and I still have math homework! I should go. Really, I should. Just so everyone knows, I love you all! Especially my 5 bests, who will never read this seeing as how I'm deleting a couple days after I post it. You know you love me, Zoe p.s. I'm obsessed with Gossip Girl, it's an addiction! |